2026 Competition Entry:
So Hard To Say Goodbye by J. Stephen Smith
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Lyrics
So hard to say goodbye
As I fumble with my car keys
In the full moons silver haze
Barely fifteen miles behind me
Seems like half a world away
I pulled in here to do some drinkin
Barkeep, pour the pain away
Cause this woman’s got me thinkin
Maybe this time I should stay
I could deny the way I feel
It’s just another lie
I never thought this one could be real
You’re making it so hard to say goodbye
Her pale eyes, they cut right through me
Like this moon cuts through the night
Now my heart is talking to me
Says “you better make this one right”
I gave her the same excuses
I’d used a dozen times before
But with her it just seems useless
So I headed for the door
I could deny the way I feel
It’s just another lie
I never thought this one could be real
You’re making it so hard
I must have dropped my guard
You’re making it so hard to say goodbye
Copyright J. Stephen Smith, Terry LaMont
As I fumble with my car keys
In the full moons silver haze
Barely fifteen miles behind me
Seems like half a world away
I pulled in here to do some drinkin
Barkeep, pour the pain away
Cause this woman’s got me thinkin
Maybe this time I should stay
I could deny the way I feel
It’s just another lie
I never thought this one could be real
You’re making it so hard to say goodbye
Her pale eyes, they cut right through me
Like this moon cuts through the night
Now my heart is talking to me
Says “you better make this one right”
I gave her the same excuses
I’d used a dozen times before
But with her it just seems useless
So I headed for the door
I could deny the way I feel
It’s just another lie
I never thought this one could be real
You’re making it so hard
I must have dropped my guard
You’re making it so hard to say goodbye
Copyright J. Stephen Smith, Terry LaMont
Author
Bio
J. Stephen Smith is an American singer-songwriter and music industry entrepreneur with over forty years of writing experience. His 2010 album Land of Plenty, recorded with The Redemption Center, received critical recognition — even as far away as Melbourne, Australia, where a reviewer compared his songwriting to the work of Mark Heard and T-Bone Burnett — and the Aquarian Weekly praised its “gritty hooks, intelligent lyrics and heartfelt vocals” in the tradition of Steve Earle. Drawing on the literary folk sensibility of Bruce Cockburn, the narrative grit of Steve Earle, the spiritual Americana of the late Mark Heard, and the fearless honesty of Lucinda Williams, Smith’s songs explore faith, loss, grace, and the human condition without easy answers.
In 1995 Smith founded Blind Records while living in Rochester, New York — initially as a platform to get unsigned and unheard artists airplay at local radio stations. The label grew to release several compilation albums under the series title The Immutable Record, and later released full albums by Jesse Sprinkle, Every Eye Closed, Mojo Heroes and The Redemption Center.
In 1995 Smith founded Blind Records while living in Rochester, New York — initially as a platform to get unsigned and unheard artists airplay at local radio stations. The label grew to release several compilation albums under the series title The Immutable Record, and later released full albums by Jesse Sprinkle, Every Eye Closed, Mojo Heroes and The Redemption Center.
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Terry Lamont
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Great lyrics mate.. painted a picture I could feel.