I threw the video together it has nothing to do with the video except the evolution of my crazy life. The song is about the bad mistakes I made leaving home at 15 in Chicago and finding my way to a better life. BTW the handsome guy u see in the pix with me was my prince charming!! My late husband Ren! Love you baby!! AAANNNDDD it is late didn’t sync the audio and video correctly so I will do it tomorrow when I am more awake 1/2 of the song isn’t there lol (I swear I’m not and egomaniac but that sure looks like it I wasn’t sure what to put together for a video that sure is a lot of my face happening in that video!! lol)