A former student of mine who always wore the broadest smile and who was loved by all her peers – without showing any sign of being unhappy – disappeared one day. When it was discovered that she had taken her own life we were all left to question if there was some sign we had missed. Was there anything that any of us could have done? Although it later became clear what had triggered such a devastating event we all,none-the-less, were left questioning our own lack of awareness. I was deeply saddened by the event and wrote this song to try to make sense of it all.